About Me
About Me
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Ajay Kontham

 

I am a shadow in search of the light. I will sound confusing because in a matter of speaking I am confused. I used to call myself a Narcissist. No, not because I loved myself. And no, I didn’t have that ego problem either. But because I felt that maybe by calling myself so, I might be able to just dress up all over me and be the person I thought I should be. No, I don’t know what I wanted to be. No, I don’t know what I should be. I am in search of myself, the meaning to start sentences with “I”, the purpose. Then I experimented with myself starting by not giving a care about what others’ thought. I thought it would be a piece of cake. No, it wasn’t. Because then I had a marathon of sleepless nights, as I wondered what they had in mind, what they were thinking, about me. I was lost, perpetually in the reality-defying the existence of a being. Yet, I took it as a mission to search for the lost person. It took a while to realize that there was no person at all. It was just an empty shell.Don’t ask me why I did what I did. Because the answer might surprise you.

Don’t ask me who I am! Because like I said, I am the shadow in search of light.

Don’t ask me the what I wanted to become! Because I left it blank in my second grade when they asked me “What do you want to be?”. I had too many choices, and I wasn’t good at picking one as I felt I should be, no have to be everything.

Don’t ask me the purpose! Because we know what happens when the shadow meets the light.

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Ajay Kontham.
20something.
Passion Writer.
Occasional Blogger
Hobby Photographer
Insomniac; 3 AM kinda friend
Bibliophile
Gamer
Engineer, got a degree so!

About Me
ak_proPic

Ajay Kontham

I am a shadow in search of the light. I will sound confusing because in a matter of speaking I am confused. I used to call myself a Narcissist. No, not because I loved myself. And no, I didn’t have that ego problem either. But because I felt that maybe by calling myself so, I might be able to just dress up all over me and be the person I thought I should be. No, I don’t know what I wanted to be. No, I don’t know what I should be. I am in search of myself, the meaning to start sentences with “I”, the purpose. Then I experimented with myself starting by not giving a care about what others’ thought. I thought it would be a piece of cake. No, it wasn’t. Because then I had a marathon of sleepless nights, as I wondered what they had in mind, what they were thinking, about me. I was lost, perpetually in the reality-defying the existence of a being. Yet, I took it as a mission to search for the lost person. It took a while to realize that there was no person at all. It was just an empty shell.Don’t ask me why I did what I did. Because the answer might surprise you.

Don’t ask me who I am! Because like I said, I am the shadow in search of light.

Don’t ask me the what I wanted to become! Because I left it blank in my second grade when they asked me “What do you want to be?”. I had too many choices, and I wasn’t good at picking one as I felt I should be, no have to be everything.

Don’t ask me the purpose! Because we know what happens when the shadow meets the light.

____

Ajay Kontham.
20something.
Passion Writer.
Coffee Drinker

Occasional Blogger
Hobby Photographer
Insomniac
Bibliophile
Gamer
Engineer, have a degree, hence!

A little bit more…

Mar 2009

Blogging

Started writing.
From thoughts to poetry, abstract to photography, not following a niche, but trying to dip in all.

Graduated From College

Finally managed to get through one phase of education. The other phases were never pursued.

April 2012

June 2012

Work

That IT guy, though I can’t repair laptops .
Started career as a Software Engineer.

1991

Born

CONTACT

mail@ajaykontham.in
Mail for the number
Bangalore, IN