About me.

About me.

I am a shadow in search of the light. I will sound confusing, because in a matter of speaking I am confused. I used to call myself a Narcissist. No, not because I loved myself. And no, I didn’t have that ego problem either. But because I felt that may be by calling myself so, I might be able to just dress up all over me and be the person I thought I should be. No, I don’t know what I wanted to be. No, I don’t know what I should be. I am in search of myself, the meaning to start sentences with “I”, the purpose. Then I experimented on myself starting by not giving a care about what others’ thought. I thought it would be a piece of cake. No, it wasn’t. Because then I had a marathon of sleepless nights, as I wondered what they had in mind, what they were thinking, about me. I was lost, perpetually in the reality defying the existence of a being. Yet, I took it as a mission to search for the lost person. It took a while to realize that there was no person at all. It was just an empty shell.Don’t ask me why I did what I did. Because the answer might surprise you.

Don’t ask me who I am! Because like I said, I am shadow in search of light.

Don’t ask me the what I wanted to become! Because I left it blank in my second grade when they asked me “What do you want to be?”. I had too many choices, and I wasn’t good at picking one as I felt I should be, no have to be everything.

Don’t ask me the purpose! Because we know what happens when the shadow meets the light.

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Ajay Kontham.
20something.
Passion Writer.
Occasional Blogger
Hobby Photographer
Insomniac; 3 AM kinda friend
Bibliophile
Gamer
Engineer, got a degree so!

22 thoughts on “About me.

  1. Why, Thank You. πŸ™‚
    I really appreciate you dropping by and reading my about me.

    Well, I will not jump into conclusions. Please do read. Do let me know how much you love it, I mean hate it! I would really like to know both the sides of the story.

    Stay blessed. πŸ™‚

  2. This is the time where picking one isn't just enough, you have to be everything to find your true-self. I am pretty sure someday you will find the light Mr.Shadow. Interesting Bio indeed. πŸ™‚

    Viva la Vida!

    1. TouchΓ©.
      That’s actually true. I didn’t think much about that. And I couldn’t agree more.

      Perhaps, I have to search for the light, because without it, there never could be a shadow, me.

      Thank you.

  3. Hmm…definitely quite interesting! It’s great to see people moving on with life at such ease and loving what they do! Will keep reading…

    If you have time, check out my blog! It’s livinthechitslife.blogspot.com

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